I have had the pleasure and privilege of meeting and sharing my life with some great people. For those who continue to be a major part in my life are here for a life time, and if not we have successfully ran our course, and the season completed-I know I have learned a lot and nothing has been taken for granted-And as I continue my journey through life I’m excited for the unknown, and the knowledge I shall learn with or without you- I take my family to my heart and hold you securely as we move steady and strong together towards the future

2nd week

Well it’s been a week and I've lost a total of 10 lbs I’m proud of myself- I think its amazing all the support my husband has given me- He has been such a huge motivator in a positive way which gives me the support I need to see this through. I’ll keep posting and sharing my battle with you all- I now have 90 lbs to lose ;) its doable until we meet again…Peace and Blessings

Diet again!

Well on Monday I started the Nutrisystem diet. I can't help but to be excited. I sure hope this is the "one" for me. It has only been a couple of days, but ya I'm feeling confident and full ha ha! So wish me luck! Weight has been an issue with me for years, wait; who am I kidding for ever I've been over weight. I would lose the weight then gain it right back- I can honestly say it has played a huge role in my lack of confidence and shyness- Here lately thought not so much, not sure if it’s being married to a man who loves me for me "all" of me that is, or just getting older, whatever the case may be, this diet is to help me get and stay healthy- so I'm thinking you'll be hearing alot more about the Nutrisystem and how it’s going to safe my life- Until then Peace and Blessings!! Tammy

Update

It has been just about forever- so quick update- happy, satisfied, less worried, thankful, excited, loved, appreciated, dreams, blessed- and a promise to blog more-until we meet again peace and many blessings

What inspire me?

I was sitting here today, and I ask myself what really inspires me? Well I would have to say it’s my children. I could go through out this world doing whatever I want but how does a mother of three do so without the consequences influencing her children, and how they grow as individuals. The way one may parent is really how you nourish your seed, and in which how strongly you are connected to your children. I feel it’s important to lead by example and be the role model in my children’s life’s, now that doesn’t mean me being perfect but cautious of my decisions and how I am a major part of how they will shift and grow. It’s the importance of raising healthy minded children. No matter the age if you look at your children now trust you can point out what they have taken from you. Each one of mine has something of me that stands out strong, I see it family, and friends recognize it, so you know now that you play a strong part of molding your legacy.
My inspiration is watching my children grow into unique people, with strong desires, and ideas, and passion, but also seeing them become their own parts of the human race. Wow I’ve lost my thoughts as to why I began this blog. I guess I needed to know what my inspiration of being is. It’s a reflection of my beginning of my legacy, and the existence of “Mom” well that’s the end of that reflection or is it? Until next time peace and blessings

Wow it has been way to long. I really need to be more committed to sharing my thoughts and ideas even though I’m sure by now I have lost the little followers I have. Well it’s been little over 2 months since my wedding and I’m still in the honeymoon stage. At first I couldn't’t quite figure out what exactly it means when they say the “honeymoon stage” now I know. My husband truly drives me crazy at times, but the dissatisfaction never lingers for too long. He is so so cute and so so sexy, and his smile drives me crazy, and the way he stands, and the width of his back, yes it is safe to say I am still in the “honeymoon stage”, but he is too.
Neither one of us has the idea of only being face with good time. We except our differences just as we except what we have in common. This man is so dedicated to me, and to our marriage. I CAN'T ask for a more loving man. Well enough of the sappy stuff- Until next time, Peace and blessings

Marriage = Love, Support, Tolerance, Communication, Realistic expectations, Caring, Nurturing, Sense of humor, Commitment, Respect, Know how to handle conflict

You know I pondered the idea of posting my thoughts today about an issue that took me back, there’s no other way to put it, and I was shocked, surprised, bewildered, and left numb. Hmm let’s see how to explain this without coming across evil, misunderstood, wounded, mad, sad, and pretty much bitchy. All those negative stereotypes the black women are labeled with.
I’m all about accepting responsibility it’s my new thing that’s leading me to a better me. I have made mistakes in my life. I’ve learned to not be so ashamed, simply because I won’t make those same mistakes again, leading me to believe I am wiser from those mistakes
Most of my mistakes come from the idea of pleasing a man wanting him to love me, accept me, care for me, and above all not to deceive me.
I was a lot younger than. Now I’m a bit hardened from all that crazy thinking. See now I just feel, if I love you, and I try 100% to be the women you need, that will be enough. I just want the same in return; nothing more, nothing less. I pride myself being Independent I don’t want a man for his money, I rather have his love, loyalty, commitment, and for him to make me feel like I’m the sexiest, pretties women alive.
I’m his, and he is mine. That’s all
You know ladies, once you’ve been hurt, it’s almost impossible to trust a man again. That is no exaggerating. You wait, and watch, and learn his ways to see if he’s different.
No matter how mentally strong you are, you never completely get over the unfaithfulness, and it leaves you scared. So any insignificant occurrence makes you suspicious. To hide something means you are ashamed, or guilty, its unconsciousness. To share something means to bring it out, open up its consciousness. I know relationships are hard, and I don’t mind a little test once in awhile, but I need the results to be proof of a secure commitment. Trust is like unreachable for me right now. Maybe I’m not giving that 100% more like 80%. Wow I have changed a lot I can see it through my typing, and reading this. I want to trust; I have the desire to be faithful, loving, and the idea of learning to administer my trust without the fear. Sometimes I wish there was a little green pill that a man could take to see inside of your heart. The only bad thing about it he would probably opt out. Chicken!!
Well if nothing else I feel better now. Have a peaceful day.