Once in awhile something good and pure happens to my perspective and I’m challenge to think long and hard. People are not as bad or destructive as it seems. Maybe people seem to react with emotion instead of logic. My perception needs adjusted its not up to people to change for me, its not up to society to react the way I react. I have a variety of friends because I simply accept who and what they are. I don’t wish for them to change. Its why a connection- friendship developed because truly we are not that much different. Now I need to put that to use with every person I meet regardless of race, sex, religion ect.. The first smile I seen today was a smile of a friend, and though she is not of the image of me, nor believe in my believes. I describe her as one of my deepest most trusted friends. I have fooled myself way to long people are good and pure in ideas. I need to stay focus in my perspective.

I guess it stops here. Feeling sad and full of pity. I have nobody to blame for wanting more simple because I expect everyone to be like me. The post was confusing it came from untamed emotions, not clear or define just emotions running rapid. I cant think clear or speak clear when I have all these crazy thoughts and notions forming in my head. I never used to be like this. The last time I did a bit of soul searching I truly like the person I was becoming, and now what has become of me? Sadness is like a growth- growing and growing. I share my world with very special people. Admiration and dedication is unmeasured when you truly love someone. But I'm not sure its a bad thing either to expect a little consideration when you offer up your time and energy so generously. However I do believe it to be poor judgement on my part to make a statement so harsh proclaiming "enough is enough" when we just begun.

Enough is enough!

Is it fair to assume all the things done by one person out of love and admiration should be returned or expected by the other? For example if I scratch your back-you scratch mine, or if I clean, cook, iron, and what ever else is expected out of me, should I "not" expect a little consideration, a little help?