First meeting

Well I had my first support group meeting. I was hoping for at least 20 women, but I got four. I'm optimistic that as we push ahead many will come. It was a positive meeting, and we discussed how the structure of the meetings will go. The women were excited and offered lots of ideas. I'm thrilled about the positive attitude of the women, and how they open up. I'm sure we will get many more members. Its refreshing to share my ideas with the group. My benefit for developing, and the responsibility of keeping it growing is I get to challenge myself. I need to stay focus on all the new philosophy I have read and incorporate in my life. I felt very encouraged when we end the meeting. This is a much needed group, and I'm glad I was able to be the one who seen the vision. Peace!!

Dreams can come true ask Sen Obama

Today I get to take part in one mans dream. Obama had a thought that turned into a dream, and we the people, black people have the esteem privilege to be a part of this eye opening breath taking event.

In my lifetime I get to see a black man run for Commander and Chief of the United States. I’m in aw right now; I’m proud, excited, hopeful, and nervous. But most of all I’m thankful that he is brave enough to participate in such a life-changing experience. I’m blessed that my son gets the opportunity to witness a black man run for such an essential role in our free world. He now has concrete proof that that dreams can come true.

I’m watching the baton passed to Obama, and I have no doubts that our ancestors are smiling down with overwhelming pride. And I’m happy he has such an intelligent, strong black women to keep him centered, and much loved. I’m going to sit back and enjoy this history-changing event.

Peace

Now that I am really on this path of soul searching for the truth of who I am well I like to think of it as my enter Sabbatical. I am working and challenging myself daily on the idea of living in peace, and avoiding conflict, my goodness this is a difficult task, seeing as most of the time I'm a combative person, but I am truly enjoying this time in my life. I am learning so much about myself, some good stuff and well some bad too. But I'm okay with that I'm a little rough around the edges, but with working hard to live my life in peace and being the end result will be polished, and new. There is much I would like to share one is the ego " voice in our head" unfortunately my ego is negative thoughts, ideas, and in securities. I'm learning how to silence that voice, and struggle daily to ignore any negative ideologies. There is much to learn and, to cipher through. Its encouraging to know as days, weeks, months go by my life will reflect the new knowledge. I'm excited, and refreshed today. Keep peace in your heart!